I answered the phone early this morning to the sound of JT's voice. Our conversation was brief but full of assurances that we were both indeed fine. We didn't get the house - either our offer was beat out or the bank didn't think it was enough. Either way, we stay where we are.
It wouldn't be honest to tell you I'm not sad. My heart ached this morning more than I wanted it to hurt. I didn't make time to shed any tears, but I think I could have. It wouldn't have mattered. Overwhelmingly beyond the grief of the dream extinguished is the reality that our family has been covered in His cloak of pure blessings. My only prayer throughout the process of trying to buy this other home - all 8 months of it now - was that God would do what was best for our family. I prayed the same prayer earnestly day after day.
Today I rest assured that this remains where we are meant to be. This is home.
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Check back later this week for a view of Pookie's slick giraffe-print city jacket (I have two seams left to sew and 6 buttons to add - and I'm DONE! Instant Giraffe Diva!) and some ways I've found to decorate on a budget!
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
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i am so sorry that it didn't work out. We have been thinking/trying praying about moving for over 2 years now and it hasn't happened. I keep praying for God's perfect timing. I really pray that God gives you the peace that surpasses all understanding!!!
Sorry about the house sweetie:(
On a similar note, Stan wants to sell our house and I do not want to. I am happy right here but he wants to get a house that is all on one floor. I am afraid he will insist on a smaller house and I am not ready for the proverbial downsizing.
Like you, I have to put this decision in the hands of our ever faithful Saviour. He never goes wrong when we trust him. Just hard for a control freak to do that.
Oh Karin, I am so sorry to hear this news. I feel your frustration and so wish I could put my 2 cents worth in to change their mind. Then again, as firm as God has been on this staying put for us both I can't help but wonder what is in store. Looking forward to the outfit! Huge hugs to you.
I'm so sorry about the house...but I just admire your wonderful attitude! God will continue to bless your home...no matter where you are!
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